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Ok...... I will speak from experience, and how this was shared with me, and how I believe it pertains to this confederate issue. First off, thank you for allowing me to share..,...
As a person who went to AA, for help, you learn many things from folks whom went down this path already. The ego would like nothing better than to believe itcan find answers to my problems, etc.... So I look within my self for answers. Well that is pretty dumb, for I search because I am lost, ain't no answer there, is there....
So I listen to others who shared accordingly. To begin a life free of the grip booze had on me, I needed to admit my life was out of control.... I didn't like living under these conditions, that I was certain, but I kept drinking, as it freed me from the guilt, etc, but only until I sobered up, rinse, and repeat. To go forward with any chance of sobriety, I had to leave the past behind me, or it would drag me back. Yet, I had to also acknowledge the past too.... Seems a paradox. Of course I am leaving out much, giving you just a quick explanation, but in order for me to clear my books, I had to realize that every thing I did in the past, has brought me to the present...... And this means everything.. .... You can't pick and choose if you really want to move on successfully. Now in the present, I am seeking a better way to live, one that is sustainable and free of the baggage that I use to drag around that use to justify my need to drink..... Now the future exsist so that I too can give back what others gave, freely, without expectation, but with hope it might help another were I once was.
Not sure if I explained myself well, but I sense healing of all the damage slavery caused, etc, won't be erased by removing confederate history, no. Furthermore I think it plays an extremely important part in realizing the wrongs of the past, etc, but we leave in there, in the past, not deny it, no, but use it to overcome the stigma, etc, that is still tethered to it if we put too much empathist on historical things....
Sure, it is easy for me as a white dude to say that, however, I have heard from many black people they let this historical past drag them into the slavery of taskmaster John Barleycorn.
No one escapes finding ugly things in their lives, we can't always change that, no, however, we needn't let it rob us of the present, either.
Just my sole observation, nothing more. Again, thanks for asking and letting me share this.
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