Ahh ok.

I am not a religious person myself, but I am friends with someone who is enlightened. And I have become a student of his over the years. I have been hopelessly inspired by him and have gained many insights.

So I no longer see Jesus and other mystics as the sons of God or something like that as I learned at a Christian school, but as an ordinary man like him, grounded and present.

I only discovered that he was enlightened after I had a spontaneous deep spiritual experience and that has completely changed my world.
I think that everyone has had such an experience, but in me a deep longing has arisen for that state of being. And I can taste it.

That is probably why I always "whine" about it.
But it could also be know-it-all. I don't know exactly.

If you are interested I can share a you a YouTube video of him here. That would give you a glimpse into my world.

This is an interview with him it's English spoken.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_zlMz-z2TOg